looking back at the entire year, it both satisfying and disappointing. we did well in CIOSA and foundation.
but personally i think it is new low. i have been mean, egoistic and arrogant. i dont know how to be generous and forgiving
yeah head of the institution should be generous right but not sure how to overcome this.
i think i feel insecured of loosing control. what happens if i forgive, will they take advantage, will they feel i failed etc.
not sure not sure at all.
